BI dah berterabuh, ni tengah usaha nak naikkan balik la. I know, my english's suck lol.
am I that indecisive, or is it normal for a person to change her thought continuously? I'm confuse almost in every single thing in my life. and now it's becoming terrible because I need to decide something big for my life. and of course I'm indecisive haha.
at first I was thinking like, maybe maths or accounting is the best for me. they seems like a game for me, not a serious thing or full of pressure things like what people normally think. but when I thought of it once again, I think they're boring haha. (ok very labil). no, I mean, why the hell in this earth I should take a really non-living thing as a major? I mean, maths n account are just about number. (haha narrow minded lah kan). maybe studying something correlate with people is better, maybe.
my parents said that I'm very rebel (lol gila). I like to argue people's opinion (that's what they say lah, but I think it's quite true haha). So they suggest me to take law. I was interested at first, because yeah, my parents is true. Debating is really my talent, even in debate club I couldn't speak up and that was very loser of me, but I love to debate haha. But then again, when I saw the syllabus, studying about rules, law, and whatsoever, oh my god that's what I really hate! I hate to memorize what case, where, when, how, even the law itself. Pancasila pun aku tak suka nak hafal ok! Then I give up lol.
then I think like, psychology is kind of good and great to be studied. to know and understand people's behavior is just great, right? that's what I think la. Then, to be able to cheer someone's up when he/she's down is awesome for me. but when I saw the syllabus, it's boring for me lol. Ok, I don't know why, but it just seems so boring. then friends of mine also suggest me not to take psychology. I don't know why, maybe the career prospect isn't too good.
And the last thing in my head for now is to take business major, because as a first child of my lovely dad, it's like a big responsibility for me to take over his business right? And my father's is related with finance management. It seems cool for me. Yeah, of course I know a little about this field lah, as my father's job is a finance counselor. But I still don't know whether I'll like it or not hahaha.
Yeah, I'm still thinking about everything lalala. It's still possible for me to take maths, account, law, psychology, or business.
Maybe some day I'll come out with my own decision, I do hope.
p/s: it's not about what course to take only, but also where to study, which university, and other things. lol.
